Love is a fickle thing in life. Life is a fickle thing to love. Here, I express what my life brings to me throughout my existence. Glimpses in the grey area are unfolding and offering you a cup of my reality. Welcome to my life.

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SOME INFO

I've actually been a member since 1/13/09

Name: Shayde

Age: 29

Birthday: 3/14/91 (March 14th, 1991)

Sex: Male

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44 Question Quiz (Stolen from Spectre cuz I don't GIVE A F***!) >:D Jk~

1) Favorite object in your room?
My Xbox 360 Slim :3

2) Have you ever smoked a cigarette?
Sadly yes. I wanted to see what it was like. Blehhhh

3) Do you own guns?
I own 3 shotguns. A 12 Gauge and two 10 gauges. ^^

4) What flavor drink do you get at sonic?
Hmm.... If it's a fountain drink, Coke. If it's a slushie, Bubble Gum! ^o^

5) Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
I'm always waiting for him to tell me I have prostate cancer. *shot* xD No :P

6) What do you think of hot dogs?
I do ^^

7) Favorite song?
Noise and Kisses by The Used <33

8.) Can you do push ups?
I can ^^

9) Can you do a chin up?
I can ^^

10) Favorite type of jewelry?
I'm really into bracelets >>; *shows wrists!!!* Seeee?!?? :DDD

11) Do you like blue cheese?
Never had it.

12) Ever been in a car wreck?
I've been in 3

13) What’s one trait that you hate about yourself?
dunno

14) Middle name?
Anthony owo

15) Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment:
(1) Ugh why is my nose running like fuck?

(2) I hope Icestorm doesn't hate me for leaving the squadron... I've always been a lone wolf. I mean I can help him out when he needs me in a dogfight, but I think I'll go solo for a while.

(3) Only 4 more days until our two month anniversary... ^////^

16) Name 3 things you bought yesterday.
Hmmm.... I only bought NOTHING!!!!! >:D

17) Name 3 drinks you drink regularly ?
(1) Soda

(2) Water

(3) Tea

18.) Current worry?
Nothing that I can think of. o3o

19) Current hate right now?
My damn allergies acting up -__-;;

20) How did you bring in the New Year?
On a biiiig truck :D I had my own freaking firework show on it! Oh! And a large amusement park on its bed! And a cotton candy machine sticking out of a clown's ass. :D (Blew up an ant pile and hung out with friends)

21) Where would you like to be right now?
Back in Paradise

22) Name three people who will complete this?
(1) Me

(2) Myself

(3) and whoever wants to

23) Do you own slippers?
I own sandals. I think that's enough. (Hates slippers and sandals)

24) What shirt are you wearing?
A green Tobuscus shirt >:D *wishes*

25) Do you like sleeping on satin sheets?
*shrugs*

26) Can you whistle?
Yes

27) Would you be a pirate?
I am a pirate. o.o

28.) What songs do you sing in the shower?
Stuff I make up on the top of my head ^^

29) Favorite girl’s name?
Eva-Rose :3

30) Favorite boy’s name?
I don't really have one xD;;

31) What’s in your pocket?
Holy shit! I have a bag of Milky Ways! :D

32) Last person who made you laugh?
My girl

33) Best memory as a child?
I dunno. I've had a lot. ^^;

34) Worst injury you’ve ever had?
Probably the time when I cut my head open and had to get a nice amount of staples ^^

35) Do you love where you live?
Meh. It's ok. Still wanna move to back to Paradise

36.) How many TVs do you have in your house?
3 flat screens

37) Who is your loudest friend?
Are we talking vocally, or just blatantly obnoxious?

38.) How many dogs do you have?
2

39) Does someone have a crush on you?
I would hope not. I'M TAKEN PEOPLE.

40) What is your favorite candy?
Reese's Peanut Butter Cups~<3333

41) Favorite Sport?
I don't really follow sports, but I like playing them with friends. So I guess Baseball ^^

42) Where is the next place you want to travel to?
Florida

43) What were you doing 12 AM last night?
Talking to my girlfriend

44) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
Jesus Christ my nose is stopped up

Getting my name back.

Hopefully I'll be getting my name back. Even though this name (iHazelwolf) is great I really miss my old name. It's a unique name that I had way before I even joined TheoTaku back in '09 (Yes, I was a member back then) I wish I didnt delete that account, but I was being stupid and did. It's what everyone knew me by. : But yeah hopefully I'll be getting it back. ^^; If it's possible and beth decides to do it. o~o

STAB!

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Haha I bet this is what she'll do in my dreams this time. Which surprises me because I find this death to be a common one in dreams. Interesting how I haven't had it yet. *shrugs*

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Jesus Flamingos. Dx

Why am I always getting yelled at for things that I apologize for? why can't an apology be enough? Why do people need to continue being in my face when I really mean "I'M SORRY." What's the point of saying I'm sorry if it's never good enough. It's like when they're yelling at me and then I apologize for it, it's like I'm talking to a deaf elephant. I know I'm at fault and I feel bad for things I do, but you don't need to shove what I did in my face, people. I get it from my parents, I get it from my friends, I get it from random strangers at the freakin deli market. God... does no one listen to someone when they are freaking sorry for what they did? I feel like I should just build a small house underground and live with the moles. Of course, they'd probably yell at me too for messing up their tunnel system.