My grandpaw who runs a computer repair shop came over to try and fix my laptop. And he couldn't. We figured out that the hard drive is completely whack. I dunno what happened exactly, but we hooked it up to another laptop and tried to open it and see the files and it wouldn't let us access those files. Anything we tried to do to it would make it crash. It's basically not letting us fix it for some reason.
I'm going to send my laptop to the Lenovo people next week so that they can try to fix it. If not, they'll replace it, because it's still under warranty.
But I have lost all the files on my laptop. I never backed anything up because I didn't have anything big enough to store the files on.... I can always redownload the music and tv shows and programs, but...
All of my art was on that laptop. All my WIPs and finished files and everything.....
And the old texts from my friends and boyfriend were on there. I saved them to my laptop when I had to get rid of my old phone. And now they're gone. They only exist in my memory now, and even now I'm starting to forget the old stuff... I always loved going back and reading the old texts from three years ago. It's nice to reminisce, and now I can't ever do it again....
i just wanna curl into a ball forever and cry hard and remember everything I just lost....
Eneko out
