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And All the Things I Don't Get
Sorry, guys, I had meant to do this New Year's post next, but you get this awkward, emotional rant typed from a phone at a basketball game first.
So, most of you guys know about Ninja, I've talked about him plenty before. However, lately it seems like some things have changed, and I don't know why. In the middle of December, we went on a date, which went along really well. However, since then he seems more or less a lot colder... Not that he's been rude to me. He still treats me like a human. It's just that things don't feel anywhere near as open or friendly anymore. Thing is, there'll still be moments that feel like the old days... They're just few and far between. And it bugs me because I'm not sure if it's a lost cause, and I should abandon all hope of anything truly happening, or if I should try and stick this hard time through.
What makes it worse is that I feel like I've estranged myself from my most of my friends in my attempt to get close to him. They haven't stopped being great friends, it's more on my end - I now find most of them rather boring, and I feel like I'd be even less happier if I ditched Ninja in order to reconcile with them, rather than deal with whatever junk's come between he and I.
And on top of this all, I have a cold. Yay me.
Heads Up!
My wallpaper challenge is almost done! And still no one's entered DX But just a reminder, in case you were planning to enter.
And yes, a few posts for the end of the year and the start of a new one are in the works, they should be up... soon...
Christmas... 'n' Stuff
Man, it's been almost a month since I've posted on any of my worlds... don't worry peeps, I'm still alive ^^' and I still check your guys' posts regularly.
This past month has been pretty good, despite my grades being on the verge of absolutely terrible. My friends are still great, Ninja is still wonderful ^^ and well, yeah.
Christmas was decent. I didn't get a lot of things I loved, but I didn't get anything that I particularly disliked, either. Among the best things I got was manga, a new comforter (trust me, I needed a new one... and boy do I love it~), and a season pass to a local amusement park.
For those who are curious, the manga I got was FLCL (the full omnibus), the second and third omnibuses of xxxHolic (I already own the first), and the first and second volumes of Deadman Wonderland. I also got a Bleach DVD, but I suppose neither me nor my dad was really paying attention, because I ended up getting episodes right in the 300 range. Well, at least when I (eventually) reach those episodes, I can watch them on my own DVD.
As for the anime I've been watching, I've recently finished Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles, Kuroshitsuji: Book of Circus, and Paranoia Agent. I'm currently watching Mushishi, and I'll watch Zankyou no Terror after that.
So, just a little update ^^' I'll (hopefully) be posting end-of-the-year things as well as more reviews/top 10's soon.
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Italics mean kinda-sorta-maybe.
Your age is between 10-15.
Your age is between 16-23.
Your age is between 25-30
Your age is above 30+
Your name starts with A-G.
Your name starts with E-K.
Your name starts with L-R.
Your name starts with S-Z.
You love your name.
You hate your name.
Your name is pretty okay.
You're female.
You're male.
You're gender-fluid.
You're genderless.
You're heterosexual. (Hun, boys are much to hot for me to be anything but. ...at least, in my opinion)
You're homosexual.
You're bisexual.
You're pansexual.
You're asexual.
You're demisexual.
You're something not listed.
You're unsure. (I'm both because although I say I am heterosexual, I have gotten to the point where I have just seen sexuality as an object and not as an experience so I don't actually know.)
Appearance.
You have brunette hair.
You have blond(e) hair.
You have black hair.
You have ginger/red hair.
You have dyed hair.
You have freckles. (A few)
You have a "beauty mark."
You're tall.
You're average.
You're short. (I'm sort compared to most people in my friend group, but I'm not noticeably short)
Your eyes are brown.
Your eyes are hazel.
Your eyes are green.
Your eyes are blue.
Your eyes are another color. (Blue gray green yeah! Point of debate for many. I'll just keep with that description)
You wear glasses.
You wear contacts.
You love the way you look.
You hate the way you look.
You think that you're pretty decent looking.
Personality.
You're outgoing.
You're friendly.
You're protective.
You're kind. (I'm not overly kind, but I'm not mean)
You're awkward.
You're shy.
You're beyond shy.
You're confident.
You consider yourself to be weird.
You're funny.
You think that you're annoying. (I can be)
You're mellow.
You're seductive.
You're sassy.
You're a jerk with a heart of gold. (I can be)
You're just a jerk.
You're a bit of a crybaby. (I will cry at almost any movie, but for real life stuff, I don't cry very often)
You're anxious/nervous.
You're serious.
You're grumpy.
You're happy 24/7. (Yup, almost always. Content, at least).
Fears/Phobias.
Thunderstorms.
Tornadoes.
Bugs.
Dogs.
Cats.
Long words.
Death.
Hospitals.
Syringes.
Pregnancy/childbirth.
Bears.
Birds.
Medicine.
Fire.
Drowning.
School.
College.
Drunk drivers.
Police abusing power. (I've always been bit paranoid of police, but I wouldn't call it a phobia)
Space/the universe.
Murderers.
Going to prison.
Choking.
Abuse.
Horses.
Rejection/being forgotten.
Cults.
Rabies.
Airplanes/flying.
Snakes.
Everything.
(Yeahhhh... I'm not afraid of very many things)
Favorite things.
The sound of rain.
New music by your favorite artist.
Pandora Radio.
The internet.
Ponies.
Cartoons.
Anime.
Shipping.
The smell of coffee. (Even though I don't drink it)
Going out to eat.
Cuddling your pet(s)
Perfect grammar. (As an English nerd, perfect grammar is one of the most beautiful sights I have ever seen)
Being kissed.
Being cuddled.
Knowing you are loved.
Drawing something and it turns out right.
Watching your favorite movie.
When the pain stops. (I suppose everyone likes it when pain stops...but... I guess I don't have pain that often?)
Going to the beach.
Sniffing flowers.
Swingsets.
Candy.
Creepy stuff.
Dreaming.
Rainbows.
Reading.
Seeing bad people get punished.
Halloween time.
Skeletons.
Funny memes.
Plushies. (I like plushies of animals and non-humanoid characters, but plushies of human/humanoid characters always kinda weirded me out)
Health.
You've broken a bone, or multiple bones.
You've been in a car crash. (When I was, like, one... and it wasn't serious...)
You've almost died before.
You've had a serious cut.
You're had stitches.
You've been badly burned.
You've been attacked by an animal.
You've had a tooth, or teeth removed before.
You have/had braces.
You wear dentures.
You're deaf. (I was deaf for my first year of life due to liquid in my ears, but then eventually drained)
You're blind.
You have insomnia.
You sleepwalk.
You stutter.
You've had a form of cancer, but survived.
You currently have a form of cancer.
You have epilepsy.
You have seizures.
You're mute.
You have tourettes.
You have dyslexia.
You have anxiety.
You have depression.
You have dysthymia.
You have bipolar disorder.
You have down syndrome.
You have Histrionic personality disorder.
You have OCD.
You have schizophrenia.
You have autism.
You have antisocial personality disorder.
You have asperger Syndrome.
You have something else not listed.
Deep/personal questions. (Optional, you can skip if you want.) (Bros, don't hate me for my beliefs. You have yours, I have mine).
You agree with the death penalty.
You are against the death penalty.
You are pro-life.
You are pro-choice.
You are for gay marriage.
You are against gay marriage.
You have attempted suicide.
You have self-harmed.
You have taken drugs.
You have been drunk before.
You are a virgin.
You are not a virgin.
You are okay with open relationships.
You are against open relationships.
You have cheated before.
You have never cheated.
You've been cheated on.
You've been to a mental hospital.
You've seen a therapist.
You've had a mental breakdown.
You've been too depressed to get out of bed.
You believe God is real.
You don't believe God is real.
You've had a miscarriage.
You've given up a child to adoption.
You still live with your parents. ('bout to move out once I go to college, though)
You support war.
You're against war.
You like to set fires. (Yeah, but I don't do it just for fun)
If you could get away with it, you would kill someone.
You would kill someone for a million dollars.
You would rather save an animal than a human.
You've robbed someone.
You've beaten up a person.
Your'e been to prison.
You hate your parents.
You hate your whole family.
You hate yourself.
You love yourself and hate everyone.
If you could, you would blow up the whole world.
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Sorry for it being late ^^' What with holidays being busy and all.
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Mikasa Ackerman (5)
Saber (4)
Touka Kirishima (4)
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I hope you like them!
