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So, I was looking at the back of my Tsubasa Chronicles/xxxHolic movie 2-pack when I found this:

This website's kinda-sorta famous!

Back in the Game... Kinda (+New AMV!)

It's been sooo long since I've given you guys an update. Things have been kind of hectic. So, some quick news:

I'm back in college, and thus starts the year of me being anime club president. I'm looking to do my best to take this club, which is currently on its last leg, and breathe some life into it, and hopefully help it last a little bit longer. As of now (a few weeks into the semester), we've been getting an okay amount of people each week (an average of probably around 6-7 people), and I'm hoping that by listening to what people want to do, I can get more people to come.

As for the actual college itself, it's been going pretty okay, though one teacher has already gotten me very upset, as he's the first one who ever made a big deal about me accidentally falling asleep in class. It was so bad, I ended up having to take a break from the class right after that one to cry for a solid half hour. But I'm trying to get over it, and hopefully not fall asleep, just to appease him, 'cuz I don't want to have to deal with his wrath again. Ugh.

The other issue that's creeping up is the fact that the amount of friends I have is starting to seriously dip, what with a lot of them being on their LDS missions and others graduating college last year, and are now across the world, engaging in their new careers and such. I'm combing a few new friends, but I don't know how good they'll be, or if they're going to last.

So, yeah, I'm going to try and get back into being more active on here, but I'm not sure how much I'm going to post. Yeah, I'm sad that eCards and iWallies are no longer a thing, but they weren't my specialty, so it's not too big of a tragedy. Though, if you are looking for a place to post them, you can do what I did and become a guest poster here to continue your hobby. ^^

Oh, and lastly, I finished my second AMV (major spoilers for Tokyo Ghoul/Root A and Ajin):

Emilas Simonis

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Name: Emilas Simonis
Age: 17
Gender: Male
Height | Weight: 5'8" | 126 lbs

Ability Type: Creator
Creativity: 28
Concentration: 25
Confidence: 2
Beginner or Experienced? Experienced


Emilas first found out about his powers when he was 4 - he was looking for frogs in a nearby creek, and when he couldn't find one after searching for hours, he picked up a small stone and decided to pretend it was a frog when, to his surprise, it did begin looking like a frog, although the frog didn't really move on its own. Proud, he went to go show his parents, who immediately took him and locked him upstairs, away from neighbors' and visitors' prying eyes, pretending to the outside world that he never existed.

His little sister would often come up to talk to him, and once she had learned how to read, she taught him and took him lots of books from the library. He was happy spending the long hours alone while he sister was at school doing nothing but reading (any genre, fiction and non-fiction) and creating Ideas from the books he read. Due to spending most of his time doing this, he's become rather good at it. However, his parents were extremely fearful, and would always be sure all upstairs curtains were drawn and would always tell him to be quiet as possible before guests came over, instilling a nervous side of his personality, which eventually grew to full-blown anxiety.

This all came to a head when he about 16. He was creating a puppy for his sister to play with, the doorbell rang, and while his parents were able to get the guest (a mailman) to leave in time, his fear had into a panic attack. The puppy turned into a Nightmare, growing into a large, vicious dog. The dog bit at his sister's neck, broke the lock on the door, ran downstairs, and attacked both of his parents. Emilas, scared and ashamed, ran out of his home, and out into the real world.

Since then he's refused to create any Ideas for fear of something like that happening again. He's been homeless, spending most of the time in the local library in a little corner where people won't look at bother him. Recently, however, the head librarian, noticing this, gave him a little part time job organizing books and putting them back on shelves to help him get back on his feet. He visited his sister in the hospital while she recovered (though her legs are now paralyzed), but only during times when his parent's weren't there, and ultimately refused to come back.

He is often scared and nervous, especially of talking to others due to not talking to anyone other than family for nearly all his life. He will be mute in most situations, and will usually talk to others by writing in a little notebook he carries with him. However, when necessary, he will occasionally speak out loud. Despite his fears, he tries to be kind to others, and will stop to help someone when he sees they are in need. And, as previously stated, he refuses to create Ideas for fear of them turning into Nightmares.

Likes: Being alone, reading (esp. fantasy), his little sister
Dislikes: Creating Ideas, talking to others, his fear, those who are jerks

- He has undiagnosed GAD (General Anxiety Disorder) and SAD (Social Anxiety Disorder)
- He is rather experienced with creating Ideas, but due to his disorders, they are fairly likely to turn into Nightmares.
- When he's nervous (which is most of the time) and speaks aloud, he stutters.
- Fragile: Handle With Care