Seemingly, You're There [Poem]

Some days it seems as though
You've never said "yes" but always "no"
I just never understood why
We had to split and say "goodbye"

I breath in and take a deep sigh
While wondering how it was all a lie
My swollen heart can't feel any more
Not even the superior aid of an angel's lore

Seemingly you're still there, in my memory
But a memory isn't nearly enough
No one ever told me love would be so tough
So now my sore eyes can see what you were truly

A devil in "disguise", burning up my once-blue skies
What am I to do, now that I'm alone without you?
What will happen since your "promise" was thrown out too?
How will I thrive, in this harsh cold world and survive?

Seemingly, I wish that were still with me
Why couldn't you see, through the dirty mask
Why didn't you even think to ask
How it came to be that you were in a disguise the entire time
You were with me...?

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