Welcome to the innersanctum of my mind

I post random things here such as rants and life events,feel free to look around,Also there is the poetry domain where I post poetry,If your into poetry and such.

Current statistics:Planning on moving out.
Event

Ever listen to music before and not get the lyrics but like the beat?

Turns out I had a song that contained less than "Sanitary" lyrics on my world introduction..

For over a year. So I do apologize for that.

Otaku chat?

I noticed we have a community chat long ago,first it was broken but now it works,and i wanted to ask why is it almost always empty?

i just thought,if we had a chat system might as well use it right?

so i stayed for a while but no one joined at all,why are the members uninterested in the community chat???

feeling kinda down

So trying to keep up with the current dark situation is kinda hard,not to whine or anything but i recently found out i have blood pressure which is weird considering i am not even that old,and i have grown dark halos under my eyes,also Sadly i have developed a case of schizophrenia? is that what it's called? well i just hear voices,i don't see anything out of the ordinary,as long as i can control my actions i am sane i say,them twitches get me a lot though,people get all like "do you want to use the bathroom?"

I wonder why this is happening,sure the situation is grim but i barely get depressed anymore that's good right? and i kinda see..visions,sick visions too grotesque to mention, and when ever something dangerous happens such as an explosion real close to us i get..excited can't really explain it,well i don't want to bore any of you guys out i guess i just wanted to get this off my chest,if you reached this far than thank you for reading this i really appreciate it.

A status update

It's been quite a while since i last posted something,So i thought i should tell you all the reason behind my brief leave.

As you know i live in libya a some-what forgotten country in the arab world,maybe you heard of our revoloution in 2011,it was to take down the previous president the revoloution was succesfull and he was removed from power..permanantly,
however the next part was not so well thought-out the president suddenly dying,removed the biggest cog in the machine,which created limitless loopholes of people wanting to rule,there were 1 or 2 other presidents who "ruled" for a few days,stole a couple of million dinars and we never saw their faces again,it stayed like this,untill at some point the once hidden terrorist groups revealed themselfs,they saw the currently shattered country ripe for the taking,and they started sprouting everywhere,

eventualy what's left of our military and crumbling police force were finally put to use,when one EX Saeqa member by the name of haftar announced an operation called operation:dignity which the main goal of was to repel and completely destroy the terrorist groups,this operation has been on going for 7 months now,and of course we are making progress hopefuly soon the country will be free of terrorist organizations.

The reason for my inactivity is simply my luck,the leading terrorist group is Dug up quite well on the harbour and they are using my building as a place to store munitions,talk about bad luck!,so before they moved to the harbour and stuff got serious we went to another city,then to our relatives,then to our other relatives,THEN to our OTHER relatives,and so here i am,the constant moving around and the scarecity of currency was the main reason why i was offline all this time.

This has been very long and i apologize,but i thought some of you might want the whole story,I hope i did'nt bore you out! XP.

HAVE A NICE DAY AND WATCH OUT FOR THAT YANDERE CHIBI STARING AT YOUR WINDOW.

going inactive again

sorry everyone but the current conditions where i live has turned internet into a luxury,
this month's bandwidth is almost out and we are cut off of service balance cards,which means
i wont be able to online for a while, but i wil be back if course, (if i make it out alive XD)

DO NOT FORGET MEEEeeeeee.

A new comer

Great news everyone!,my little sister would like to join theO!,she will register soon with the name of Noara yasser please be nice to her,since she does not know how to type nor read english almost at all,but she has a great motivation for drawing,and actually i think she draws better than me XD.